zel1302

mood: blah

Dearest livejournal,

Please understand that my salted fish friend wish to be a human very badly and she is really upset each time you asked if she is a human. I understand you are trying to sieve out all the bad people from harming me but trust me, my dearest salted fish will never harm me. So please do not break her heart by asking her if she is a human.

Thanks (:

Cheers
Hazel Lim :D
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HAHAHAHAHAH. there yxian, i think i did exactly what you want me to do already (: and honestly, how unlucky am i? taking in charge key and 2 patient passed away within 1 hour during my night shift last night -.-'' lucky not my patients! my god. please bless me for tonight shift. prays hard.

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mood: scared

HE : i want to go to the popular to buy some books for blah blah blah reasons.
SHE : no.. you should buy books that teaches you how to treat your girlfriend even better :D
HE : okay lor, if got sell then i buy!
SHE : HOR HOR, you say de ah.sure have.i go dig later!
HE : ya, have but i think i dont need to cause im very good already!
SHE : -____________________-''' fainted
HE: HAHAHAHAHAH


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a whole new story line but the same concept. -.-'' some things never change. and im heading to the dentist tomorrow *gulps*

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mood: disappointed

what do you do when a promise that was being made to you by another, is now broken. Do you :

a) Keep quiet about it.
b) Go straight to ask the person about why he/she broke the promise or
c) Keep quiet until the person talked to you and you give them their worse nightmare?

my answer : C

Can you stand people with no pride for themselves?

a) No
b) Yes
c) Sometimes

my answer : A

a promise is a promise. if you choose to break it, please at least have that little bit of ego for yourself and not come to talk to me. Because when you do, I will turn nasty. Afterall, if you cant keep the promise, then do not make one in the first place. It only tells me how pathetic you are. Anyway, everything is over now. please leave me alone. THANK YOU.

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a happy thing to note:

I finally bought KAREN LIM MUN WEI present.oh my god. its really making me stress just buying her presents. You would think it is easy to buy BUT no way. Its really tough buying presents for her. and I have decided to make her presents the RED theme.HAHAHAH.who asked that woman to give me a " dress" theme for this saturday  -_____-'' . oh well, i really do hope she likes her present.

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mood: worried

me dont feel good.
me dont feel good at all.
its like a nightmare that is going to happen again.
and this time,
its just goana get worse :(

ACC to lung CA :(

Posted at 09:59 pm | Link | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: drained

THANK YOU CLINTON YAM for the 3 months belated birthday present :D i like the card.HAHAHAH. no wonder that day sms bout the marie digby. well, better late than never.heh.THANKS ALOT :D

well, i had a rather chiong day today. had to buddy the year 3s to serve meds. oh my. nevermind. everyone needs to learn. but i was starving and the poor year 3 girl was being pushed rather hard by me.hahaha. but at least i apologise okay! :P

anyway. i only ate my first meal of the day at 8.30pm today. argh. and on my way home, i witnessed a car drove past a baby pigeon. EVIL. i hope his tires burst and he feels guilty bout it. that poor pigeon.cant even fly away.may it be reincarnated soon.

me is tired.good night people.thanks for sending me home vin (:

Posted at 09:47 pm | Link | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: cheerful

today was quite an important day to me because it was the second time that he came over to my house to slack. the first time was the initial "hello uncle, my name is kelvin" session. HAHAHAH. he was nervous but i think he did well :D but the stuffs that we do was pretty mundane like watching dvd, playing with bobby, talking to my mum, bullying bobby.HAHAH. but yar, i think everything went well and mum shoo-ed us to go pick up her card from HAAGEN DAZS at vivocity. so off we went and i met KAREN LIM MUN WEI and DAN again ! its twice in a week people ;) and i managed to scare her twice :D

and the highlight my date today was we went to this bistro called BISTRO ONE ZERO THREE at pasir panjang for dinner and i am very impressed with their dishes :D it was really really yummy! i had beef chunks which was FANTASTIC.yums. we had their homemade ice lemon tea which was very tasty as well. but of course, all things yummy may not meant that the price is good as well. HEH. so i guessed that the entire meal cost us at least 50 bucks. BUT, it was still worth it :D

okay.tomorrow i have got things to do. and i heard the ward is a little messed up because of alot of events.so i shall just go with the flow and do what i think is right :D

good night people (:

P.S fur, we shall go eat bistro one zero three for our next meet up with kiang and freddy and maybe amy too :D please send me home after that okay !! HEH.

Posted at 10:44 pm | Link | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

mood: awake

and thus end the 4 days face to face class with our dearest teachers from aussie.oh man :( im missing them already. shucks. anyway, I PASSED MY PRACTICAL :D :D :D 

hahaha.uber happy about it.and so after class, feli, karenn, jia and me took a bus down to bugis and we did a lil shopping :D i reward myself with a bag and food at swensens (: which i keep reminding myself that today is PAY DAY .HAHAHAH.all the happy things happened together.and i actually suggested taking neo prints.so all 4 of us went to take.HAHAHAH.

we took all the funny photos and anyway, i will post it up once lijia scan it.( which i think she will take a long time to do it :P). and though classes were over, we have assignments to do.and those are the real killers :(

oh well,  i got to sleep.mum sprain her ankle and thus, im stuck at home taking care of her.shall get started on the assignments tomorrow as well.heh.

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE

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mood: cheerful

HAHAHAH. weird heading i know. but i must admit. SCHOOL ROCKS. and why havent i noticed it before. hmmm.HAHAHAH. i miss school so much.kinda dumb for wasting all those time when i was in school before.half wishing i can always go for attachment.argh. but times have changed, so do i. im a guai student in class okay! HAHAHAHA.

sadly, i have to return to work tomorrow :( but the karen and yong eng dont need to cause they took leave. WTH. these 2 left me to die alone.argh. anyway, im off whole of next week. im goana study for my assessment and do well for my essays! HEE.

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE (:

cant believe im saying it but, it feels damn good to be back in school (:

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mood: calm

HAHAHAH. since i have loyal bunch of fans reading boring journals of mine, i shall give a quick update :D

ALRIGHT. school is starting for me tomorrow !! and im really excited.heh.it will be like poly days again.having lecture and all.but the sad thing is that my so called 'school' is only having classes for 4 days :( argh. but i just received and email from SNA stating that there will be free teabreaks :D :D :D WHEE.hazel being a glutton again :P

anyway, i text lijia telling her what we should be bringing to class tomorrow which includes 4 substances that have different smell ( e.g sugar vinegar vanilla etc) and she replied me " LOL. we having cooking class tomorrow" . HAHAHAHAH.i laughed like madness when i saw her sms.irritating girl.if its cooking class, then everything will be simpler (:

AND. not to forget, today is my bestie 21st birthday :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANITA ONG JIEH PING. HAHAHAHAH. i seemed to always wish her by her full name :P oh well, she is a simple person and we have this birthday treats going on for years between us. so its my turn to treat her to yummy food :D suggestions people?? im running out of yummy places to bring her to eat already!

okay.to those who are taking their exams in poly, better stop slacking and study hard and come to 55 for PRCP OKAY! otherwise u* die!
U* = padfoot. HAHAHAHAHAHH

and anyway, im glad i had a peaceful day at work today. not forgetting that 2 nights ago, i had resus in the ward.thank god that patient went down to ICU.but of cause, we had the kick ass team on call that night.HAHAHAH.

and i cant wait for melv birthday to arrive.HEH.me the main organiser for that boy.HAHAHAH.because me being a very nice friend ;)

GOOD NIGHT. THERE PADFOOT, I UPDATED ALREADY!

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mood: depressed

definition of teamwork in work

you walked till your legs BREAK and no one( only one helped * to call the dr to clerk case) is helping you.
the only one with not much changes and no discharge nor admissions is acting blur.
you have thousand and one thing to do ( last office, new admissions, dressing and doing all the sai kang stuffs)

yet, no one helped.
and you gobbled your food at the end of the shift  thinking...
when the hell your bond ends so you can get out of this darn place.
and i missed the fireworks this year :( i never missed the fireworks in my last 20 years.shucks.hate it.

P.S karen lim.just so you know, i got your 1st 21st birthday present ready already.aint u touched ;)

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mood: envious

i know i should not envy.
and i dont want to.
but i just cant help it ..

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mood: cheerful

INCIDENT 1

HE : kneel on the floor in suntec city to tie his shoelace.
SHE : OH STOP IT, are you trying to propose?!
HE : gives the -.-'' face
SHE : -_________________________________________________-''''
HE : HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA


INCIDENT 2

location - traffic light after incident 1 happened.

SHE : WEI, you just now trying to propose huh ??? * try to lean on his shoulder and nudge for an answer*
HE : *pretends to look away and shrugged his shoulders*
SHE : WAH, your shoulder very expensive ar!
HE : YAR. HAHAHAHAHAHAH
SHE : -_________________________________________________-''

INCIDENT 3

THEY : walking at citylink from cityhall mrt
SHE : HEH. I know what you tried to do ;)
HE : *points to the poster that reads " 3 for $88"
SHE : HUH!! WHAT!?! MY RING IN FUTURE WILL BE 3 FOR 88 SGD!!?!!
HE : HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

INCIDENT 4

THEY : sitting in bus 147 after a long day
HE : starts flipping the wallet open and close revealing HER used to be photos in younger days
SHE : wait people steal your photo cause the picture person too cute le :P
HE : *points* these are 2 for 66SGD. 1 for 33 SGD . HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
SHE : GRRRRRRRRRRR
HE : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

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definition of he and she.hmmm. interesting storylines eh? HAHAHAHAH

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mood: sad

i really tried.
did my very best.
but maybe my best is still not enough :(

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mood: bored

I met with fur and jianwei today :D :D :D 
hee.gossips gossips and more gossips.
happy to see both of them.
it seemed long enough.

anyway, now that im back home.
im feeling a tinge of sadness.
BAHH.its just me i guess.
:(

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mood: cheerful

he said : because ( other stuffs said).... i love you LOR
she said : -________________________-''' this is the most romantic I LOVE YOU  i heard.
he said : HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
she said : thats what i will say to you  in future ! HUMPH. you remember what you said today ! GRRR
he said : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH * while driving

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anyway. mum did not get me my flower petals :(
but i had a great day at work and great time after work too :D :D :D 
i now think my reg is actually really nice because he helped me off an iv plug. HAHAHAHH.

NOTE TO SELF : control temper only if you can.

HAHAHAHAH
oh well, the breko's pancakes are calling for me for breakfast tomorrow. WHEEEE. and bless that manager who found the wallet today :D you will have fu bao de :D 

and i know im bloggin random things recently.but seriously, i just typed what came to my mind first :D

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mood: drained

hazel's battery life of flower petals are ran out today.
and got her mummy to buy from the market tomorrow.
i seriously need to recharge.
had an anger outburst at work today.
am sorry to some ( QY and choy) but cant be bothered to some
ended work at 8.45pm today and chiong-ing down on cupnoodles and pepsi after work was shiok.

i really need a break.
i feel that my shoulders are carrying really heavy baggage.and its making me weaker :(
i dont like that feeling at all :(

anyway,i aim to leave the ward by 3pm or 3.30pm latest tomorrow.
i wanna relax before i start my night shift.
i hope the new petals will work day after and last me through my night.

and anyway, have a safe trip tomorrow keeper :D  dont forget me presents! heh
and happy birthday saab :D

Tags: bad bad bad day :(

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mood: indescribable

hee. i cant say anything but to just stare.
you are drop dead gorgeous today :D :D :D 
HEE.
army uniform is love.hee

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mood: listless

things that made me happy today :

1) ended work at 2.30pm
2) saw my dear karenn without her whole cast.haha.she looks darn well now :D get well soon okay!!
3) when you picked out all the small chilli(s) found in my plate of minced thai chicken knowing that i cant eat food that is too spicy (:
4) when you ordered my favourite combo at movie (:
5) when you wear that uniform (:

things that made me sad today:

all plans are ruined now for sunday :(


. if you do not know exactly what i known and what i think, do not act too quick to judge me. whatever choices i made, there is always a substantial reason. try being me for just 1 day.and i assure you that you will be worn out. there are some personal rules i stand by , if you cant accept it, im sorry. we are just not meant to be friends then. remember, i may be honest, but there are always some truth that i cant state out.its truths like that, that made me act the way i act. like i said, you are not me. so dun try too hard. because it hurts to see those words.

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mood: sleepy

THANKS TO EVERYONE :D 

especially to yxian and keeper (: for making my 2nd pre night call FUN :D

and to  vin, karen, kiang, fur, wanting, xiao zhu, alex, veronica, zhiqiang, sister.

and also, to my fellow night colleagues ( ping, vangie, ness, elisa, suhana)for the various version of song i have ever heard in my entire life.HAHAH.

i love you guys larh (: HEE


UPDATES : THANKS TO MANY OTHERS WHO WISHED ME :D and i got a new phone :D :D :D  C 905 SONY ERICSSON. HAHAHAHA. i love my 4 birthday presents that i collected :D the cake, the CD album and the MONEY from family.WHEEE. 

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mood: bouncy

i like people who are direct and give me straight answers
but lately,
i find myself not getting the answers i want :(
nevermind, the dateline is in dec. HAHAH

in my life, i never regret what i did/ say.
probably the only regret is giving too much trust to some people.
oh well, at least now i got good friends around (:

and. i cant wait for 29.05.09 and 03.06.09 :D

lastly, i had a great time with karenn and yxian today. THANKS ;) and yxian, i DONT regret what i told u.HAHAHAHAH ;)

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