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DISAPPOINTED :(

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 13:31:25 GMT

and there goes my chance of going for AED and BCLS instructor course.
and guess what is the main reason.
you need to be ADVANCED DIP TRAINED.
wth.i do not believe AD trained meant that they are better in BCLS than those who are not AD trained.
bullshit. seriously. the system has a serious problem.
and i will bring it up if I happen to see brother or sister of the ICUs.

irritating.dampened my whole spirit.
giving me one more reason to want to leave this 'great' working environment.

IRRITATING!

DREAMS FULFILLED :D

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 14:46:28 GMT

WHEE.

joreen told me that sister approved to send us for BCLS and AED instructor course ! YAY! im so happy. hee.i really love life support courses because it made me feel that i chose the right path of being a nurse.the sense of achievement and satisfaction is totally worth it :D

YAY YAY YAY. P.S thanks sister :D and joreen of course (:

anyway,im so happy.meet ups with dianna and thomas for dinner tomorrow. then thursday meet up with furene,kiang and freddy for zhi char :D

i just hope everyday is a happy day :D

BCLS INSTRUCTOR COURSE OR NOT.

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 14:59:37 GMT

i did my AED training today and i really enjoyed it alot.
i kind of like the whole life support courses. ( BCLS, AED)
and i do hope i can go for the BCLS instructor's course.
oh well.just keep praying i guess.

and im happy melvin is coming back this sat (:
my presents! whee.
one research assignment down.another one more to go.
literature review.
i detest it.
shall do it tomorrow when im on morning shift.
oh well.

DEAR LIVEJOURNAL

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 08:52:28 GMT

Dearest livejournal,

Please understand that my salted fish friend wish to be a human very badly and she is really upset each time you asked if she is a human. I understand you are trying to sieve out all the bad people from harming me but trust me, my dearest salted fish will never harm me. So please do not break her heart by asking her if she is a human.

Thanks (:

Cheers
Hazel Lim :D
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HAHAHAHAHAH. there yxian, i think i did exactly what you want me to do already (: and honestly, how unlucky am i? taking in charge key and 2 patient passed away within 1 hour during my night shift last night -.-'' lucky not my patients! my god. please bless me for tonight shift. prays hard.

HE SAID. SHE SAID

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 14:51:21 GMT

HE : i want to go to the popular to buy some books for blah blah blah reasons.
SHE : no.. you should buy books that teaches you how to treat your girlfriend even better :D
HE : okay lor, if got sell then i buy!
SHE : HOR HOR, you say de ah.sure have.i go dig later!
HE : ya, have but i think i dont need to cause im very good already!
SHE : -____________________-''' fainted
HE: HAHAHAHAHAH

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a whole new story line but the same concept. -.-'' some things never change. and im heading to the dentist tomorrow *gulps*

MCQ solved

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 14:23:15 GMT

what do you do when a promise that was being made to you by another, is now broken. Do you :

a) Keep quiet about it.
b) Go straight to ask the person about why he/she broke the promise or
c) Keep quiet until the person talked to you and you give them their worse nightmare?

my answer : C

Can you stand people with no pride for themselves?

a) No
b) Yes
c) Sometimes

my answer : A

a promise is a promise. if you choose to break it, please at least have that little bit of ego for yourself and not come to talk to me. Because when you do, I will turn nasty. Afterall, if you cant keep the promise, then do not make one in the first place. It only tells me how pathetic you are. Anyway, everything is over now. please leave me alone. THANK YOU.

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a happy thing to note:

I finally bought KAREN LIM MUN WEI present.oh my god. its really making me stress just buying her presents. You would think it is easy to buy BUT no way. Its really tough buying presents for her. and I have decided to make her presents the RED theme.HAHAHAH.who asked that woman to give me a " dress" theme for this saturday -_____-'' . oh well, i really do hope she likes her present.

6th SENSE :(

Fri, 25 Sep 2009 14:02:23 GMT

me dont feel good.
me dont feel good at all.
its like a nightmare that is going to happen again.
and this time,
its just goana get worse :(

ACC to lung CA :(

THE BELATED PRESENT

Tue, 01 Sep 2009 13:53:23 GMT

THANK YOU CLINTON YAM for the 3 months belated birthday present :D i like the card.HAHAHAH. no wonder that day sms bout the marie digby. well, better late than never.heh.THANKS ALOT :D

well, i had a rather chiong day today. had to buddy the year 3s to serve meds. oh my. nevermind. everyone needs to learn. but i was starving and the poor year 3 girl was being pushed rather hard by me.hahaha. but at least i apologise okay! :P

anyway. i only ate my first meal of the day at 8.30pm today. argh. and on my way home, i witnessed a car drove past a baby pigeon. EVIL. i hope his tires burst and he feels guilty bout it. that poor pigeon.cant even fly away.may it be reincarnated soon.

me is tired.good night people.thanks for sending me home vin (:

BISTRO ONE ZERO THREE IS LOVE (:

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 14:59:00 GMT

today was quite an important day to me because it was the second time that he came over to my house to slack. the first time was the initial "hello uncle, my name is kelvin" session. HAHAHAH. he was nervous but i think he did well :D but the stuffs that we do was pretty mundane like watching dvd, playing with bobby, talking to my mum, bullying bobby.HAHAH. but yar, i think everything went well and mum shoo-ed us to go pick up her card from HAAGEN DAZS at vivocity. so off we went and i met KAREN LIM MUN WEI and DAN again ! its twice in a week people ;) and i managed to scare her twice :D

and the highlight my date today was we went to this bistro called BISTRO ONE ZERO THREE at pasir panjang for dinner and i am very impressed with their dishes :D it was really really yummy! i had beef chunks which was FANTASTIC.yums. we had their homemade ice lemon tea which was very tasty as well. but of course, all things yummy may not meant that the price is good as well. HEH. so i guessed that the entire meal cost us at least 50 bucks. BUT, it was still worth it :D

okay.tomorrow i have got things to do. and i heard the ward is a little messed up because of alot of events.so i shall just go with the flow and do what i think is right :D

good night people (:

P.S fur, we shall go eat bistro one zero three for our next meet up with kiang and freddy and maybe amy too :D please send me home after that okay !! HEH.

END OF CLASS CHILDREN :(

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 15:15:34 GMT

and thus end the 4 days face to face class with our dearest teachers from aussie.oh man :( im missing them already. shucks. anyway, I PASSED MY PRACTICAL :D :D :D

hahaha.uber happy about it.and so after class, feli, karenn, jia and me took a bus down to bugis and we did a lil shopping :D i reward myself with a bag and food at swensens (: which i keep reminding myself that today is PAY DAY .HAHAHAH.all the happy things happened together.and i actually suggested taking neo prints.so all 4 of us went to take.HAHAHAH.

we took all the funny photos and anyway, i will post it up once lijia scan it.( which i think she will take a long time to do it :P). and though classes were over, we have assignments to do.and those are the real killers :(

oh well, i got to sleep.mum sprain her ankle and thus, im stuck at home taking care of her.shall get started on the assignments tomorrow as well.heh.

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE

GOOD MORNING CLASS :D

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 14:57:44 GMT

HAHAHAH. weird heading i know. but i must admit. SCHOOL ROCKS. and why havent i noticed it before. hmmm.HAHAHAH. i miss school so much.kinda dumb for wasting all those time when i was in school before.half wishing i can always go for attachment.argh. but times have changed, so do i. im a guai student in class okay! HAHAHAHA.

sadly, i have to return to work tomorrow :( but the karen and yong eng dont need to cause they took leave. WTH. these 2 left me to die alone.argh. anyway, im off whole of next week. im goana study for my assessment and do well for my essays! HEE.

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE (:

cant believe im saying it but, it feels damn good to be back in school (:

LOYAL FANS :D

Thu, 20 Aug 2009 13:57:38 GMT

HAHAHAH. since i have loyal bunch of fans reading boring journals of mine, i shall give a quick update :D

ALRIGHT. school is starting for me tomorrow !! and im really excited.heh.it will be like poly days again.having lecture and all.but the sad thing is that my so called 'school' is only having classes for 4 days :( argh. but i just received and email from SNA stating that there will be free teabreaks :D :D :D WHEE.hazel being a glutton again :P

anyway, i text lijia telling her what we should be bringing to class tomorrow which includes 4 substances that have different smell ( e.g sugar vinegar vanilla etc) and she replied me " LOL. we having cooking class tomorrow" . HAHAHAHAH.i laughed like madness when i saw her sms.irritating girl.if its cooking class, then everything will be simpler (:

AND. not to forget, today is my bestie 21st birthday :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANITA ONG JIEH PING. HAHAHAHAH. i seemed to always wish her by her full name :P oh well, she is a simple person and we have this birthday treats going on for years between us. so its my turn to treat her to yummy food :D suggestions people?? im running out of yummy places to bring her to eat already!

okay.to those who are taking their exams in poly, better stop slacking and study hard and come to 55 for PRCP OKAY! otherwise u* die!
U* = padfoot. HAHAHAHAHAHH

and anyway, im glad i had a peaceful day at work today. not forgetting that 2 nights ago, i had resus in the ward.thank god that patient went down to ICU.but of cause, we had the kick ass team on call that night.HAHAHAH.

and i cant wait for melv birthday to arrive.HEH.me the main organiser for that boy.HAHAHAH.because me being a very nice friend ;)

GOOD NIGHT. THERE PADFOOT, I UPDATED ALREADY!

Sun, 09 Aug 2009 14:36:10 GMT

definition of teamwork in work

you walked till your legs BREAK and no one( only one helped * to call the dr to clerk case) is helping you.
the only one with not much changes and no discharge nor admissions is acting blur.
you have thousand and one thing to do ( last office, new admissions, dressing and doing all the sai kang stuffs)

yet, no one helped.
and you gobbled your food at the end of the shift thinking...
when the hell your bond ends so you can get out of this darn place.
and i missed the fireworks this year :( i never missed the fireworks in my last 20 years.shucks.hate it.

P.S karen lim.just so you know, i got your 1st 21st birthday present ready already.aint u touched ;)

Mon, 03 Aug 2009 14:13:04 GMT

i know i should not envy.
and i dont want to.
but i just cant help it ..

HE SAID. SHE SAID

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 14:43:24 GMT

INCIDENT 1

HE : kneel on the floor in suntec city to tie his shoelace.
SHE : OH STOP IT, are you trying to propose?!
HE : gives the -.-'' face
SHE : -_________________________________________________-''''
HE : HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

INCIDENT 2

location - traffic light after incident 1 happened.

SHE : WEI, you just now trying to propose huh ??? * try to lean on his shoulder and nudge for an answer*
HE : *pretends to look away and shrugged his shoulders*
SHE : WAH, your shoulder very expensive ar!
HE : YAR. HAHAHAHAHAHAH
SHE : -_________________________________________________-''

INCIDENT 3

THEY : walking at citylink from cityhall mrt
SHE : HEH. I know what you tried to do ;)
HE : *points to the poster that reads " 3 for $88"
SHE : HUH!! WHAT!?! MY RING IN FUTURE WILL BE 3 FOR 88 SGD!!?!!
HE : HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

INCIDENT 4

THEY : sitting in bus 147 after a long day
HE : starts flipping the wallet open and close revealing HER used to be photos in younger days
SHE : wait people steal your photo cause the picture person too cute le :P
HE : *points* these are 2 for 66SGD. 1 for 33 SGD . HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
SHE : GRRRRRRRRRRR
HE : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

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definition of he and she.hmmm. interesting storylines eh? HAHAHAHAH

TRIED

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 11:30:58 GMT

i really tried.
did my very best.
but maybe my best is still not enough :(

Thu, 09 Jul 2009 11:28:00 GMT

I met with fur and jianwei today :D :D :D
hee.gossips gossips and more gossips.
happy to see both of them.
it seemed long enough.

anyway, now that im back home.
im feeling a tinge of sadness.
BAHH.its just me i guess.
:(

HE SAID. SHE SAID

Tue, 23 Jun 2009 14:51:32 GMT

he said : because ( other stuffs said).... i love you LOR
she said : -________________________-''' this is the most romantic I LOVE YOU i heard.
he said : HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
she said : thats what i will say to you in future ! HUMPH. you remember what you said today ! GRRR
he said : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH * while driving

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anyway. mum did not get me my flower petals :(
but i had a great day at work and great time after work too :D :D :D
i now think my reg is actually really nice because he helped me off an iv plug. HAHAHAHH.

NOTE TO SELF : control temper only if you can.

HAHAHAHAH
oh well, the breko's pancakes are calling for me for breakfast tomorrow. WHEEEE. and bless that manager who found the wallet today :D you will have fu bao de :D

and i know im bloggin random things recently.but seriously, i just typed what came to my mind first :D

Mon, 22 Jun 2009 15:30:03 GMT

hazel's battery life of flower petals are ran out today.
and got her mummy to buy from the market tomorrow.
i seriously need to recharge.
had an anger outburst at work today.
am sorry to some ( QY and choy) but cant be bothered to some
ended work at 8.45pm today and chiong-ing down on cupnoodles and pepsi after work was shiok.

i really need a break.
i feel that my shoulders are carrying really heavy baggage.and its making me weaker :(
i dont like that feeling at all :(

anyway,i aim to leave the ward by 3pm or 3.30pm latest tomorrow.
i wanna relax before i start my night shift.
i hope the new petals will work day after and last me through my night.

and anyway, have a safe trip tomorrow keeper :D dont forget me presents! heh
and happy birthday saab :D

Sat, 13 Jun 2009 15:41:10 GMT

hee. i cant say anything but to just stare.
you are drop dead gorgeous today :D :D :D
HEE.
army uniform is love.hee

Fri, 05 Jun 2009 13:30:10 GMT

things that made me happy today :

1) ended work at 2.30pm
2) saw my dear karenn without her whole cast.haha.she looks darn well now :D get well soon okay!!
3) when you picked out all the small chilli(s) found in my plate of minced thai chicken knowing that i cant eat food that is too spicy (:
4) when you ordered my favourite combo at movie (:
5) when you wear that uniform (:

things that made me sad today:

all plans are ruined now for sunday :(

. if you do not know exactly what i known and what i think, do not act too quick to judge me. whatever choices i made, there is always a substantial reason. try being me for just 1 day.and i assure you that you will be worn out. there are some personal rules i stand by , if you cant accept it, im sorry. we are just not meant to be friends then. remember, i may be honest, but there are always some truth that i cant state out.its truths like that, that made me act the way i act. like i said, you are not me. so dun try too hard. because it hurts to see those words.

Thu, 28 May 2009 22:36:44 GMT

THANKS TO EVERYONE :D

especially to yxian and keeper (: for making my 2nd pre night call FUN :D

and to vin, karen, kiang, fur, wanting, xiao zhu, alex, veronica, zhiqiang, sister.

and also, to my fellow night colleagues ( ping, vangie, ness, elisa, suhana)for the various version of song i have ever heard in my entire life.HAHAH.

i love you guys larh (: HEE

UPDATES : THANKS TO MANY OTHERS WHO WISHED ME :D and i got a new phone :D :D :D C 905 SONY ERICSSON. HAHAHAHA. i love my 4 birthday presents that i collected :D the cake, the CD album and the MONEY from family.WHEEE.

Mon, 25 May 2009 14:40:07 GMT

i like people who are direct and give me straight answers
but lately,
i find myself not getting the answers i want :(
nevermind, the dateline is in dec. HAHAH

in my life, i never regret what i did/ say.
probably the only regret is giving too much trust to some people.
oh well, at least now i got good friends around (:

and. i cant wait for 29.05.09 and 03.06.09 :D

lastly, i had a great time with karenn and yxian today. THANKS ;) and yxian, i DONT regret what i told u.HAHAHAHAH ;)

TOUGH TIMES DONT LAST

Fri, 22 May 2009 13:36:50 GMT

its sad when things dont end the way it should end like in fairytales.
but then again, things dont always end nicely.
i have seen so many of such examples.
and its beginning to intrude into my mind.

but i must have faith.
the faith that things will turn out fine for the people around me.
JIA YOU to all who are facing tough times now.

remember,
tough times dont last, tough people do (:

Mon, 18 May 2009 14:01:44 GMT

累了交困里努力清醒著
也照慣例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在夢中不聽話的就停止了

聽著你心像往常還有熱
越美麗越更勇敢的
我還能展示什么
如果我連自己的脈搏都難掌握

如果我變成回憶退出了這場生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身體擁抱不了你
想到我讓深愛的你仍還孤獨旅行
我會恨自己如此狠心

如果我變成回憶終于沒那么幸運
沒機會頒這種法門
想牽著你檻門上摟緊
漫長時光總有一天你會傷心痊愈
若有人可以讓他給你我不怪你

快樂什么時候會結束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你緊緊抱著
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我變成回憶退出了這場生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身體擁抱不了你
想到我讓深愛的你仍還孤獨旅行
我會恨自己如此狠心

如果我變成回憶終于沒那么幸運
沒機會頒這種法門
想牽著你檻門上摟緊
漫長時光總有一天你會傷心痊愈
若有人可以讓他給你

如果我變成回憶最怕我單獨終極
頑固的爛在空氣不整理行李每一寸空隙
原來依然愛我的你總哭承受失去
這樣不公平請你整理把我忘記
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and why do i feel that way again.
things seemed to be different again.
whatever.
life goes on.